listening to sleep

Not sure I will make it to 11 tonight. I think a bath and bed is in order pronto.
I have never been much of a sleeper and 40 sure feels 40 at the end of a day.
I didn't see 6am this morning more than long enough to reset my alarm for 6:55. I would like to see it tomorrow. It changes my whole day. A peaceful beginning sets the tone for the day plus there is just wanting to get up and be grateful for the day the Lord had made. No a groan and burrow as so often happens. I fight sleep though too. At night I get into bed and watch TV on my laptop and boom it's 12:30 and I am toothpicking my eyelids open.  I guess the kids come by it honestly.  Neither R nor I are easy to sleepers but he sleeps so soundly I am jealous. L, poor suck, sleeps like me, but M is lucky, she sleeps like her Dad.

Listening to myself isn't a strength of mine. Trying to do better.

Yeah I know, I said daily I didn't say interesting.

Love Be