Monday, May 4, 2009

WHY हेल्लो\

Someone on one of the forums I visit asked me why I was there. Here is wha,t I said.

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Mmmm why I'm here.

You know, I am drawn to Post Secret. Friends introduced me over a year ago and I love it. I am astounded at how raw some of them can be, and how simple others are. I am amazed at what the 'world' has done to each of us that forces us to encapsulate these truths. The shame the ridiculous shame we carry because of a fear of torment form someone else.

It breaks me sometimes, that fear. Being tormented by someone else just for being who I am. I've been through it and I believe I have come out the other side as unscathed as is possible.

There is also comfort in these pages, in these secrets. There are times, when emotion has the upper hand, that you feel alone in your own personal torment. PS is an easy way to reconnect to myself and remember that in many ways I am not so unique. And in those moments I am grateful.

I have strong views - strong feelings about who is really dictating the trips to the edge of my abyss and I am certain that I am not alone in that particular level of self abuse / sabotage. Here it just seems to well help keep me a bit more planted in the realness of life and remind me that head up is a much better place to be.

Does that answer your question?

And - why are you here?

Beki

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